Stay Awhile

Guess who got distracted from blogging again?

Whoops, me.

I know I updated saying I'd be on schedule, but that was definitely the worst time to say that!

My grandma was visiting for two week, and I can get anything done with her around.

But, my inspiration is back. I really want to bring my camera everywhere with me. Last year I took so much pictures, but after moving I've just been so uninspired and unmotivated with anything artistic. My love for photography is slowly coming back! Hopefully I'll have an easier time blogging.

What inspired me to write today was a text I received from Crystal over at fashtographi.blogspot.com, who is a very fun and talented person! Seriously, go check her out!

Anyway, she sent me a message Instagram and asked me if I could be a model for one of her projects.

I'm a pretty anxious person. It's hard for me to step out of my bubble and meet new people. I'm glad I did!

I had tons of fun, though I was tired and awkward, haha!

But I got those pictures back today, and I seriously love them!

I'm glad she was able to get some great pictures, even though I had no idea what I was doing.. But she was great at letting me know what I needed to do, without making me feel like I wasn't doing any good.

Thanks for being a great photographer and person! 

Hope you guys enjoy the pictures as much as I do!

I should be writing much more now. I may even get back to Youtube, though I've definitely decided vlogging just isn't for me.. Especially since I'm working with kids all day during the weekdays. I just can't find time around that. I'd like to do sit down videos, though. Hauls, makeup, etc. Whatever you guys want to see!

Thanks for reading and supporting me!

xoxo

Starting a schedule

Hello, lovelies! 

I'm back for good! Yep, starting today I'll have a schedule to put something new up. 

As of today, I'll be updating Saturday (and maybe) Sunday. With an occasional weekday post of course.

Due to daycare, I'm busy all day every day until the evening. So most weekdays I don't even brush my hair!

Saturday will always be for sure, and I will update again on Sundays, if I have something worth posting.

I miss blogging, so I'll be doing my best to update, even just once a week!

So, see you on Saturday!

Wow, this month is flying by! Crazy to think I'll be turning 19 in only 6 days! So I put together a cute little wishlist! 

I've been working on business things most this month.. Maybe that's why it flew by. Ha!

I've gotten a few new clothing items, so I will be taking photos soon!

It's been awhile.

I haven't typed up a blog post in many months.

You could say I lost motivation, not for my blog, but for everything.

I haven't talked about this year very much, because it's very personal. 

But we're recovering, slowly, every day.

Ever since I was young, I loved taking pictures. I loved being able to cherish precious moments. I took pictures of everything.

At the beginning of this year, we were robbed. I lost every precious picture from the past two years, which were the best of my life.

I feel like this was foreshadowing, because not long after this, what I had so loved for those two years had completely fell apart.

We were happy, we were a family. But it only takes one person leaving that family to completely shatter the rest.

And so, here we are, months later, in another state, still healing.

I have hardly snapped any pictures, or made memories.

I have only been healing.

But,

We are getting on our feet.

Me and my mother will be starting work in two weeks, and working on my bakery plans.

Things are happening, that I've always wanted to happen, and I need to be grateful and work my hardest.

I can't let the past haunt me.

I can only see what the future will hold, from now on.

I'm getting my inspiration back.

I'm getting my confidence back.

It's been a long time since I've had confidence.

I want to write again.

Share my feelings, pictures, life.

So that is exactly what I will do.

I hope my readers will continue reading, and enjoying what I share.

xoxo

:)

Outtakes

People think I'm a serious person, but in reality, I'm only serious for a camera. (And only when I am by myself)

So I thought I'd share some silly moments!

                        

(Not sure what is happening here, but it's a silly photo!)

I also wanted to ask, what would you guys want to see?

More outfit posts? Makeup? Or do you guys like hearing about my boring life?

I never know what to post, because I feel like I talk about my life too much, so some ideas would be nice!

                                                    

The world can be bright

                                We're all moved in, with just a few boxes to finish unloading.

Things have been fine, and my brother and mother are both employed now!

I am back to drawing and making money, which feels good.

It's hard to get a break lately, but, I can't complain.

I like to keep busy.

Now, I just need to work on getting my confidence back. One step at a time!
(Maybe I much needed haircut will help)

I know, I know.

I haven't blogged in forever.

But I'd say I have a pretty good excuse.

So much has happened this year, and not very much of it has been good.

It's been extremely rough, for me, and for my family.

But we are working on not letting it control our lives and being happy. 

So where do I even begin? 

Well for starters, I am no longer in Colorado. This was heart breaking for me, because it was truly my home.

But Arizona hasn't been so bad, except the heat is killing me a little bit, ha!

We've been staying with some childhood friends, the people who always take care of us during our worst, even when I was a little girl.

I'm thankful to have them in my life.

I won't ramble on too long.
Today, we get the keys to our new house.
I'm very excited to start decorating! I already have lots of ideas for my room.

It's a nice house, and we have lemon and grapefruit trees in our backyard!
I can't wait to get settled in.
This is a new beginning.


Now, onto some more blogging news--
I'll finally be back to a normal schedule.
Right now, probably just once a week until we get settled into our new place.
Sometimes, I don't have much motivation to write, because I feel like nobody reads these, but I do get asked when I will be posting something new, so it inspires me to write again.
Plus, it's nice to write my feelings, and upload my pictures.
You can expect a lot more from me, now!

xoxo

 ♥